“Where are you, Lord? Why does this keep happening to me? Why aren’t you stopping this, Lord? Why does it seem that the enemy keeps having the upper hand?” How many times have you asked those questions? I know I had for years and sometimes it was daily. I found it hard to trust … do you?
Sometimes the results of our trauma make it so hard to trust anyone, even trustworthy people but that is not the way to live. The wounding is so deep and the pain so intense that we just want to create a wall around ourselves to protect us. But that’s not the answer. Sometimes we just need to start over. Literally have a fresh start and then be led to the one who is trustworthy.